u003cbu003eA special deluxe edition featuring an introduction by Becky Albertalli, u003ciu003eNew York Timesu003c/iu003e bestselling author of u003ciu003eSimon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agendau003c/iu003e; discussion questions; a new postscript from Griffin; and a letter from the author about the heartbreak that started it all.u003c/bu003eu003cbru003e u003cbru003e u003cbu003eFrom u003ciu003eNew York Timesu003c/iu003e bestselling author Adam Silvera comes an explosive examination of grief, mental illness, and the devastating consequences of refusing to let go of the past.u003cbru003eu003c/bu003eu003cbru003e When Griffin's first love and ex-boyfriend, Theo, dies in a drowning accident, his universe implodes. Even though Theo had moved to California for college, Griffin never doubted Theo would come back to him when the time was right. But now, the future he's been imagining for himself has gone far off course.u003cbru003e u003cbru003e To make things worse, the only person who truly understands his heartache is Theo's new boyfriend, Jackson. But no matter how much they open up to each other, Griffin's downward spiral continues. He's losing himself in his obsessive compulsions and destructive choices, and the secrets he's been keeping are tearing him apart.u003cbru003e u003cbru003e If Griffin is ever to rebuild his future, he must first confront his history, every last heartbreaking piece in the puzzle of his life.
